Monday, October 28, 2013

One of those days

Today sucks.. No sugar coating. I know it expected to be down sometimes right? It feels that my ups stay for a pretty long amount of time then when the downs hit its like I relapsed and hit the floor. 
I prayed for me to be happy or just be happier just for today I know he is trying to help me but I am being stubborn and hera( my therapist) says that's it's ok to be pissed sometimes just as long as you don't let it take over. That's what I'm doing. I guess just having a pity party. Anywho..... I wanted to send you an invitation, there you go. I hope you have a better day than I did. 

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Meetings


It's my personal experience that meetings around your area really do help. It makes you stay active and accountable that was one of the main things when I was in my addiction that I did not follow. Spinsters and friends that you meet there can become lifetime friends yah know the old ladies you can cause havoc in the rest home with :) that's my testament to meetings thanks for reading!

Dailies

Mosiah 4:26

 26 And now, for the sake of these things which I have spoken unto you—that is, for the sake of retaining a remission of your sins from day to day, that ye may awalk guiltless before God—I would that ye should bimpartof your substance to the cpoor, every man according to that which he hath, such asdfeeding the hungry, clothing the naked, visiting the sick and administering to their relief, both spiritually and temporally, according to their wants.

Isaiah 41: 10, 13

 10 aFear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.

 13 For I the Lord thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not; I will help thee.



Sunday, October 20, 2013

Learning and listening

I went to church today with my family. It's one of the few days I get to spend with them due to work and keeping busy in my recovery. I feel it is very important to show how much you love your family, I mean they are the ones who stood by you, seen you at your best and your worst, when you were in your addiction. Anywho, everything in moderation is the best for me, so I'm in sacrament meeting and I just heard the poem:

the spider and the fly: 
This reminds me of satan who try's to make us think different and turn us away from god. Don't let him bring you in his den full of hate and sorrow, stay in the light and learn to say no, listen to the Holy Ghost he will never leave you.

“Will you walk into my parlour?” said the Spider to the Fly,
 'Tis the prettiest little parlour that ever you did spy;
  The way into my parlour is up a winding stair,
   And I've a many curious things to shew when you are there.”

“Oh no, no,” said the little Fly, “to ask me is in vain,
 For who goes up your winding stair
     -can ne'er come down again.

Friday, October 18, 2013

Empowerment

http://qsciencesinfo.com

 So I found these supplements I've heard they have been around for 15 years go check them out I'll let you know how they work for me I'd love to hear about your stories. :) Let me know if you have any questions!
Oh another thing I bought hurricanes can less air system the product that I will get to replace air duster in all stores

 http://www.canlessair.com

 It is my passion and what I am going to do to make my mark in this world I am committed to helping myself and all the kids who are addicted. :}

Thursday, October 17, 2013

Poetry calms me

A NEW PAGE 
There’s a part of my life that’s now over. There’s a part of my life that’s now gone: and the time’s come for turning a new page - for leaving behind what went wrong. If I think of each day as a blessing; a renewal of my energy: then I shall move forward in confidence, realising what my life can be. Now, that part of my life is over… I give thanks for it’s helped me to see, how acceptance of hurt, then forgiveness; transformed my own image of me.

Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Service

http://www.youngwomensempowermentcenter.net/Home

 The best thing I can do with my time is service whenever I'm not working it's what I keep myself busy doing. It keeps my mind off all the problems I am having and puts my focus on others. It kind of like a good drug you get addicted to it and it's another thing to help take the pain away plus your doing good for someone else. Who knows who you will make smile today :) 

http://twloha.com/blog http://addictionrecovery.lds.org/home?lang=eng

 Love ya see ya tomorrow :}